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When I stop trying
Sunday, April 06, 2014
You should know that I've given up on
some things when I stop trying.
I stop asking.
I just take whatever comes.
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14:20
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JustSomeThoughts
Friday, April 12, 2013
Well, people always say: let it go. If its yours, it will come back to you.
So I did. Im so ready to move on but somehow, some things happened.
It started off okay and normal. Things were different. We changed.
Something felt so familiar yet not the same anymore.
Then, time spent became longer. Occasionally became often.
Honestly, I am happy. Too happy.
And suddenly I just feel that we were spending too much time together.
So much that, for a moment, I hoped it didn't happen. Never at all.
Then things would be so different.
But it can never be the same again.
I will always remember how helpless I felt after that heartbreak.
It is not easy to give the same person that power to put me through it again.
To experience it all over again. I will cry another river.
I hope I never have to do it again.
Friends we shall be.
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Didn't realised it until I was reminded.
I am quite happy recently, despite all the tests coming up.
Stressed but lesser negative thoughts.
Maybe because there is something to look forward to.
Back but will be gone again in less than 2 weeks.
3 more months to go.
May the odds be ever in his favour
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01:49
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TwoThousandTwelve
Wednesday, March 06, 2013
NoteBook Craze
First Spree of 2012.
First time at Prive.
Eggs Benedict (One of my Must-Try items at brunch places)
Prive's Ultimate Brekkie
Tiramisu
Bailey's Irish Cream.
Beautiful view at Kepple Bay.
My Work desk. Kinda miss the folks there.
All my ang paos for CNY.
Totally adore this Kueh TuTu stamp.
First time @ Maybelline Launch Event.
Food provided at the event (:
The new products that we get to bring home before they hit the shelves.
And more food.
Earth Day2012
Second Maybelline event with lovelies at Zouk.
My third BareYourSole walk.
What I have with me at work. Tub of Happiness.
Last Company Dinner.
My Chilli plant grew. There were flowers but no fruits ):
Choc fondue at Andersons Ice Cream
Army-base stew. My best cook of the year.
Cute Kittens that my cousin take in.( They have the same mum)
A visit to Gardens by the Bay
FOD name tags. Those w/o english name was given a name by one of the FOD mates.
Nice view!!
Birthday 2012.
Loving Grandparents.
Best 5-inch I own.
Blessed Christmas.
Love how cute we were during those good ol times.
Last day of 2012.
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16:48
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It's Feb (ALREADY?!)
Tuesday, February 05, 2013
Time is passing so quickly, I don't even have the time to realise it.
I should have done a post on 2012 (yes, it wasn't doomsday) * It will be up soon*
I will be doing a 2013's resolution post, so to keep myself reminded and motivated.
Decided to make this blog a history and do up a new one (Hopefully after my prelims in March)
I want to blog more often. Why?
Hmm... I guess I wanna share what I love with people who care.
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15:09
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It's complicated.
Sunday, January 06, 2013
I still dream of a simple life Boy meets girl, makes her his wife But love don't exist when you live like this That much I know. - Bruno Mars
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00:19
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Quite a Merry Christmas!
Wednesday, December 26, 2012
Had a great talk on Christmas Eve.
About the present and the past.
Fun times and also the bad ones.
It's the first time I talked so much about it,
Since four years.
Never really shared too much to anyone.
But All the emotions just came right at me.
Talked about all the who what where when and why.
And she was right.
It's the past.
I could share so much cause I've already let it go.
Totally.
It took too long cause he had a great impact on me.
Too much of an impact.
Too long to recover.
Even after that,
I will always think a million times before falling.
He is still one of the best I've met.
No regrets.
Definitely lessons learnt after so long.
He is really the past now.
And he will always have a place in my heart.
Looking forward to the new year!
And hopefully someone new:)
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00:36
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What headache did to me?!
Sunday, November 18, 2012
Hearing them talk about their partners, all I can do is envy.
Not that I want a bf desperately.
Or I don't enjoy being single.
Just a lil bit lonely sometimes.
Not having someone to share everything.
Not having someone to miss.
Not having someone to depend on.
But I still live by my principle:
Never date someone just because he is 'not bad',
Date someone because I really love him.
I left someone who is okay.
Sometimes I find him not bad,
But he is just not what I'm looking for.
I appreciate that he sees something in me.
I really do.
He just don't know me well enough.
He thinks he understands me,
He thinks I'm thinking too much all the time.
He thinks that I'm difficult to please.
He thinks I'm like every other girl.
He don't understand me because I did not show him the real me.
We barely know each other.
I don't want to let him know my weaknesses and use it against me.
I'm not thinking at all most of the time,
I'm just stoning cause I don't know what to say to him.
I'm not difficult to please,
I'm just not like every other girl.
I might seem like I ask for a lot all the time,
Telling my friends that my bf should be good looking,
good at this and that and the list goes on..
Like I'm Looking for a 'perfect' guy.
Actually, I just want the right guy.
Someone who can make me happy and smile without trying at all.
My headache caused me to write all this rubbish.
At this hour of the day.
Time check: 3.30am
Damn you headache.
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03:31
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Staying hopeful.
Thursday, November 15, 2012
I hope for everything and anything good to be on his side for the next 8 months.
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00:33
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What are we thinking??
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
I really wonder what humans are thinking.
All the time.
Sometimes, I don't know what I'm thinking as well.
Or why I think the way I did.
To be more specific, what exactly is he thinking.
I really don't understand what guys are thinking like how most don't understand girls as well.
Like what they like? What they see in a girl?
Why they say something? Or what they mean when they do something?
Confused. I supposed I can't ask just any other guy.
Afterall everyone is different.
So, what do I do?
*Sleeps*
Anyways, been thinking about a friend recently.
Did I make the right choice?
I think it should be good for us.
Or maybe, we are not friends anymore.
Whatever it is, I wish the best for you.
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00:43
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How much more disappointments can I take?
Saturday, October 13, 2012
The title says it all.
I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful
But it's making me cry.
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00:18
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