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Long after New year.
Monday, January 16, 2012

Being questioned.
What are your NewYear's resolution?
Any goals in life?
Smiled and shook my head: has been the answer.
Not that I don't have any.
I want so many things in life, yet I just want a simple life.
Looking back at 2011, I haven't done much for myself.
Being a caveman all these time, I've lost nothing, just time.
What about Dreams?
Dreams are just dreams. Okay, maybe not, if I tried hard enough to fulfill them.
But. Sometimes it takes more than just me to fulfill these dreams.
Like a boyfriend(always a dream), spend time together at some quiet place.
Hands to hold. Shoulder to lie on. Someone to rely on when I'm feeling down. Simple enough.
Just someone to enjoy awesome food together with or a walk in the park.
Some say I'm crazy to walk the mall alone, movie alone. Lonely is my thing this year.
I wished I had someone too. But no one.
I do hangout with him, once in a while. He is a great company, I must say.
Never fail to make me laugh and smile going home.
But.Seeing some couple went through so much and being together for years.
They still breakup. What's more? They found new love faster then anyone expected. All of them.
So easily replacible. Not what I'm looking for. I don't want just anyone. I don't want another heartbreak.
Get hold of something and lose it. Not nice. I rather not have then.
Anymore dreams? Yes.
Have a great getaway at places like Bali, Krabi or Phuket.
Just a quiet and peaceful beach place out of Singapore.
Yes, small dreams but I really want them. So much.
Any for the future?
Hopefully did well enough to get into psychology course in Uni.
Has always been a dream to take psychology cause I want to help people.
It makes me happy to help. Maybe graduate from Uni and go on to take Masters overseas.
That's another dream. Maybe i can even meet my someone there and get settled down overseas for good.
Something practical for 2012.
Get my driving lisence.
Join 30hr famine camp 2012.
Break the rules. For once.
Be happy.
Maybe,
Love.

I doubt anyone read this.


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