For years
I thought it was the age and the environment
I thought I understood
Actually I dont
I didnt know that I am such a person to you
Everytime I knew it
I pretended not to
Cause I tell myself that its not worth it
Over small little things like this
But it grew
From small little things to things that were never true
I felt so lost and terrified
It felt like you are a familiar stranger
It hurts to see you sometimes
You looked so kind and innocent
But deep down in my heart it doesnt really seem so
Nevertheless
Every single time
I tried my very best to find a reason for you
Until the very last reason was used
I finally realised that I am STUPID
It was plain STUPIDITY
Maybe it was my fault
That you met such a STUPID person in your life
I apologise
I feel guilty sometimes
A little angry at other times
Maybe you didnt realise
I wonder why
Is it because you dont even bother to care when you realise?
Or I'm just another passerby in your life?
An insignificant one.
