Just Her.

Long after New year.

2012-01-16T01:15:00.003+08:00

Being questioned.

What are your NewYear's resolution?

Any goals in life?

Smiled and shook my head: has been the answer.

Not that I don't have any.

I want so many things in life, yet I just want a simple life.

Looking back at 2011, I haven't done much for myself.

Being a caveman all these time, I've lost nothing, just time.

What about Dreams?

Dreams are just dreams. Okay, maybe not, if I tried hard enough to fulfill them.

But. Sometimes it takes more than just me to fulfill these dreams.

Like a boyfriend(always a dream), spend time together at some quiet place.

Hands to hold. Shoulder to lie on. Someone to rely on when I'm feeling down. Simple enough.

Just someone to enjoy awesome food together with or a walk in the park.

Some say I'm crazy to walk the mall alone, movie alone. Lonely is my thing this year.

I wished I had someone too. But no one.

I do hangout with him, once in a while. He is a great company, I must say.

Never fail to make me laugh and smile going home.

But.Seeing some couple went through so much and being together for years.

They still breakup. What's more? They found new love faster then anyone expected. All of them.

So easily replacible. Not what I'm looking for. I don't want just anyone. I don't want another heartbreak.

Get hold of something and lose it. Not nice. I rather not have then.

Anymore dreams? Yes.

Have a great getaway at places like Bali, Krabi or Phuket.

Just a quiet and peaceful beach place out of Singapore.

Yes, small dreams but I really want them. So much.

Any for the future?

Hopefully did well enough to get into psychology course in Uni.

Has always been a dream to take psychology cause I want to help people.

It makes me happy to help. Maybe graduate from Uni and go on to take Masters overseas.

That's another dream. Maybe i can even meet my someone there and get settled down overseas for good.

Something practical for 2012.

Get my driving lisence.

Join 30hr famine camp 2012.

Break the rules. For once.

Be happy.

Maybe,

Love.

I doubt anyone read this.

All of TwoThousandEleven

2012-01-01T16:31:00.002+08:00

Last moment of 2010 and the first of 2011.

Must-visit place during CNY.

Home-Party during CNY.

First time @ Bottle Tree Village.

V-Day Prezzie from Pri-Sec-Jc Friend :D

First Spree of 2011.

V-Day Getaway <3

View from our hotel room at FestiveHotel.

Triple the Happiness!

Indeed, Love IS Messy.

All-time Fave: ICE-CREAM.

Nice view From RWS.

Best korean BBQ^^

Sentosa trip with my girls :)

Classmates turned Besties!!

Bare Your Sole 2011.

@1KM Checkpoint.

After another 1Km of walk.

Us and our blackie feet xp.

Sweet Girl: Mayrine and her good Hair-Day.

Mischevious Elijah.

The Long-Lost Cookies and Cream kisses.

Happy day with my lovely girls.

The last of HarryPotter.

First try at FruitParadise with Aqnes.

PassionFruit Tea.

LoveHer:)

My attempt at growing chilli plants.

iWhales so cute. Cant stop smiling whenever I see them :))

Our Every-Weekend-FaceTime sessions.They are what I look forward to everyday:)

Bro's 21st.

My Prezzie for Bro.

Family.

19th Birthday:)

Lobster with Cheese.

Tried growing Potato plant too.

Cousin's Wedding.

Cutie Pie. Smiled when I'm taking a picture of her.

Prezzie from my Super sweet cousin.

Messy. Me to the rescue!!

Cold Stone with Aqnes on ChristmasEve.

Christmas Gifts. Not forgetting the SteamBoat session:))

THE END.

2010-04-24T17:26:00.003+08:00

Marriage is about becoming a team

You're going to spend the rest of your life learning about each other

And every now and then, things blow up

But the beauty of marraige is :

If you picked the right person and you both love each other

You'll always figure a way to get through it

2010-04-19T22:12:00.003+08:00

Everytime I start to believe
It seems to be all a lie
Nevertheless, it was a beautiful one

2010-04-14T18:03:00.002+08:00

Its like we're walking in the same direction
But we're a thousand miles apart
If we're going to continue walking with that distance between us
We'll never reach a point where we meet
Just like parallel lines which never meet
I thought we should turn and walk a different direction
Maybe we'll meet again sometime someday in the near future

2010-03-01T23:27:00.006+08:00

Really had a great talk

As to what's stopping us, u may not figure out

But I think is the fear of breaking two hearts

You always seem like a big brother to me

But you were so different that day

It may also be the reason why we talked so much

For some reasons, I couldnt get myself to be angry

Though you shouldnt play that role intentionally

That role which made me move on and made me so lost sometimes

I've lost my goal and I've got no idea which direction I'm going

You've messed up my life

I really dont know if you've thought of the consequences

I may be angry

But I couldnt bring myself to scold you, at all

The reasons you've given convinced me, perhaps

But like I said, Its possible and difficult

None of us know what will happen

So never blame me if anything happens in the future

Like you always say: Its never fair

I understood what you meant today.

2010-01-23T14:06:00.002+08:00

这就是爱情成长的过程

每个人不是本来都应该学会怎样走爱情的路吗

2010-01-16T13:26:00.000+08:00

Maybe he is right...
it's getting out of hand....

2010-01-05T23:44:00.004+08:00

And the conversation goes like this:

HIM:nvm la, u can go find a fling
ME: no no, I very faithful one
HIM: Hahaa..its okay laa
tts what most wives do nowadays
nobody can stand a sailor boy
ME: So bad arh?
HIM: Its not bad, we're not bad...its just that...who can stand this kind of life
Alone most of the time though we bring the bread home...
But they see us less than 5 times a mth
U can take it meh??
ME: Hmm...
HIM: For example,
I can treat u damn well you know.. every country i visit, i will send back one present from there
Call you every night..
Send letters
First thing come back, bring u out accompany and stuffs, play until super wild and super happy..
But ultimately, you won't really get to see me physically most of the time...
It's something humans will miss naturally..
It's just humans
They'd rather believe in something physical..
Than something they can't see, or touch
Thats why most are afraid of things they can't see or touch.
Because they cannot believe these things exist.
ME: True...but forever liddat arh?
HIM: Hmm..
Well, not after when he thinks he had earn enough for the family and ready to move on to something greater
But the sad thing is, you might nvr know I am actually working for the family..
And by the time I got it, you might actually have left
ME: Ur example very sad leh
HIM: well, that's the life of a sailor
Thats the reason why most of them rather have wives everywhere
From africa to singapore then to america again
lol
ME:so are u going to have wives everywhere??
HIM: lol
Right now i only have one wife
lol
ME: really??
HIM: u got it!
lol
ME:LOL
U got one wife..but many gfs huh
HIM: lol
in navy, we believe in this, one woman one heart =)
and after we said that, we'll always laugh at that
lol

So i started thinking.......

2010-01-04T00:17:00.001+08:00

Maybe I will.....
Cause you're great
Maybe I wunt.....
Cause you're great

2009-11-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

You've got so much to do
Much more impt things to do
Its just not worth your time to bother yourself
with worthless people
like me.

2009-10-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

It has been 200 days...

2009-09-20T22:14:00.004+08:00

For years
I thought it was the age and the environment
I thought I understood

Actually I dont

I didnt know that I am such a person to you
Everytime I knew it
I pretended not to
Cause I tell myself that its not worth it

Over small little things like this
But it grew
From small little things to things that were never true
I felt so lost and terrified
It felt like you are a familiar stranger
It hurts to see you sometimes
You looked so kind and innocent
But deep down in my heart it doesnt really seem so
Nevertheless
Every single time
I tried my very best to find a reason for you
Until the very last reason was used
I finally realised that I am STUPID
It was plain STUPIDITY
Maybe it was my fault
That you met such a STUPID person in your life
I apologise
I feel guilty sometimes
A little angry at other times
Maybe you didnt realise
I wonder why
Is it because you dont even bother to care when you realise?
Or I'm just another passerby in your life?
An insignificant one.

2009-05-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

Maybe it wasn't right from the start

2009-05-17T22:17:00.003+08:00

I *HATE* YOU!!
I *HATE* YOU!!
I *HATE* YOU!!
I *HATE* YOU!!
I *HATE* YOU!!
I *HATE* YOU!!
I *HATE* YOU!!

2009-04-20T20:50:00.003+08:00

I tried my very best...but u made it so impossible..
Should i keep on trying??..*wonders*

2009-04-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

Even the BEST stuffs have FLAWS

2009-04-13T23:14:00.004+08:00

It was all those imperfections that made you perfect

2009-04-11T23:29:00.002+08:00

Best CG!!
bt some ppl missing...=(

2009-04-10T11:23:00.004+08:00

Maybe my genes mutated n my cancer cells got activated n so hyper that they keep multiplying and looking for new friends all over my body....who knows??......
wahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...............

2009-04-06T23:11:00.002+08:00

笑,
只是为了敷衍

2008-11-14T15:58:00.015+08:00

PROM PHOTOS!!!

The most likely to be a >

i dont knoe who he was until the end of the prom

The four gorgeous

uncle and aunty

^.^

Shuaige-tts what he always call himself

Opps...Terry is so shy xp

I am not short..

Our dearest maths teachers

Sleepy??

Here comes the flying bag..

Best Girlfriends

2008-11-04T23:35:00.009+08:00

GRADUATION PHOTOS !!!

2008-10-11T21:04:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ING YEN!!!

Thanks to everyone hu still rmb my b'dae..

-choonhan=D
-peiqi =)
-kelvin
-mingyang
-shamim
-benjamin
-belle
-violet
-yangjian
-sister
-edwin
-junkiat
-tavin
-jieling
-hweekee
-nancy
-brother
-hanjing(cousin)
-xuanxuan(cousin)
-dearest ah ma
-hila
-angel
-melvin
-yanhao =)

sry if i forgot anyone...

2008-07-25T22:00:00.004+08:00

i am crowned : "sleeping beauty" a moment ago...hohoho
went to lib...slack awhile...n then went to third flr to study ss alone...haha
den crap n crap...den went out of civic n tok wif ben..shamim..farid..marilyn...shhh...secrets...haha
laughed alot todae.....hahahahahahahahahaha...

she loves......

2008-07-22T20:20:00.006+08:00

RACIAL HARMONY DAY!!!

Soooo opera-ish^^
we are a moment taller then choon han...hohoho!!!
SmiLe =)

Soh fa mi ray doh..from tallest to shortest=(

Nice :)

opps xp

blurr-ed
Angie is so cute!!!

we are slacking!!!hahas x)

2008-07-19T21:59:00.006+08:00

I only realised that there are only one santa in the world..WOW..isnt tt so dumb of mi...??
WHATEVER?!?
nobody cares anyway...

2008-07-19T21:57:00.001+08:00

2008-07-05T21:40:00.004+08:00

MACDONALS FRENCH FRIES
CHOCOLATES
SWEETS
PIZZAS
POTATO CHIPS

I L0VE THEM...^^

EATING LOTS NOWADAYS FOR NO REASONS...

2008-06-13T13:14:00.000+08:00

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2008-05-24T17:50:00.002+08:00

WHATEVER!!!

2008-05-23T23:12:00.000+08:00

WHATEVER!!!

2008-05-16T21:10:00.000+08:00

WHATEVER!!!

2008-04-27T16:28:00.004+08:00

WHATEVER!!!

2008-04-05T15:00:00.001+08:00

WHATEVER!!!

2008-03-11T11:00:00.002+08:00

WHATEVER !!!

2008-03-10T12:53:00.003+08:00

WHATEVER !!!

2008-01-19T12:58:00.000+08:00

离开的时候总要说一声吧。。。

离开的时候记得回头看一下。。。

说不定被你留下来的人他正在伤心。。。

2007-12-12T15:23:00.000+08:00

__song of the day.]]*so close*

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

2007-07-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

Some pics taken aft CIP...@ blk 505